fuck this

So, i cant sleep, Im overthiking a lot. Its horrible and im just going nuts because of it. Remember when i told you im not depressed? well fuck that  I AM, No matter how little this thing is, it fucking bothers me. I cant handle this. I feel like my future and life are fucked. I just came to the point that I hate my self, no matter how many times i try to deny it I HATE ME. Dont see this post as a call for attention, see it more as a...self destructive note which i will regret to have written in like three years.